Monday, September 26, 2005
Monday, September 19, 2005
AwakenED
Naghahanap ko ng pagkain.
Biglang may kumaluskos!
Oh my!
May bubuwits sa kitchen namin!
Kelangan ko ng defense strategy
Fly Paper to the rescue!!!
'Di lang panglamok, pangdaga pa!
Alas!
In place na!
Aaaaaaaah! (tili ni blesilda!)
Binangga ng daga yung paa ko.
Oh my!
Marunong din silang dumepensa!
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Awaken
Last week was my toxic swish week. The only time I take breaks swishing was during meetings, eating and TV time and my 6-hour sleep. It was really brain crunching... I have to get my creative juices out... And I miss doing that for the one thing I used to love doing... serving CFC community.
September 17 was SFC Global One. Together with all SFCs having simultaneous the 150 in 1 Event, we prayed for unity and fire for 153 CFC countries. For quezon on that night, God answered a different call. Yes, it answered unity and fire. But not for other areas. We felt our own need for God and for the province.
The praisefest (for me lang) was not that heart thumping. Being conscious all the time for the projected lyrics the band will be playing(to which iba sa binigay nila sa 'king sequence!), really destructed me. 1am (on September 18th) was supposed to be party time and I thought I will be leaving the event drier than before. But, Tanty came to me asking if Jenny could share. As a background, Jenny has the gift of prophecy. As in everytime we really pray, walang mintas to... puro messages ni God. And everytime, I listen. Afterwards, I cry and ask God for forgiveness. God's message through Jenny was clear and consistent. For years we have been together, it always has been.He loves us. It really pinched His heart to let His Son die for our salvation. But what hurts even more was when we don't seem to appreciate and love Him still.
At this point, many were crying. Kasama ako dun.
God adds that he notices our emotional cries during His messages. He feels that we want Him during those time. But after that, nobody cares again. We still ended up doing nothing . And that makes Him more sad 'cause when he comes in 10 years, He wants to save us and not give us pain. He pleads for our love. And that love consists action.
Lord... Sorry...
Sabi nga sa 'kin ni Tanty, a lot of destructions will come into mind during the prayer... but for people to feel God's presence during that prayer doesn't come first from the people around you, it starts within oneself... "kung ayaw nila, magpe-praisefest na lang ko ng sarili ko." And that struck me. Kung ayaw nyo magserve, eh di magseserve pa din ako.Lord... Help me do something for Your greater glory.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Ever After
Eric's Beach MixSinger: Bonnie Bailey
Album: Hed Kandi's Beach House 04.04
Three years ago my journey began
Chasing down this cure, no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark
Just knowing with conviction from the start
The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of being godly
Yet I fell hard for your imperfections
chorus
And now we’re slightly weathered, we’re slightly worn
Our hands grip together eye to eye through the storm yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeah
Coz life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there ain’t no current in this river we can’t ride
I still believe in ever after with you
Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like we’re floating when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine
Emotions volcanic eruptions
We both still care so we’re still alive
Tunnel vision, determination
I want you I want to make it right
chorus
You are my twisted sunshine
You are my twisted sunshine
chorus
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Sunrays and Saturdays
Open the window
Let the sunset in
If only for the last time
Let me see you smile again
I'll take my records
You can have your books
I'm sorry I never read them
But it says so much about us
Always trying
To make love out of care
The perfect recipe
But something wasn't there
Chorus:
And I wish you
Sunrays and Saturdays
Perfect starry nights
Sweet dreams and moonbeams
And a love that's warm and bright
Sunrays and Saturdays
Friendship strong and true
Oceans of blue and a room with a view
To live the life you choose
You'll write me letters
I'll call you on the on the phone
A wire away from touching
And never quite alone
We'll get to know ourselves again
And we'll heal our hearts
It's not that we're bad together
We're just better off apart
Always trying
To have one and one make two
And even though it never worked
I still feel love for you
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
sentiments ulet
Imagine
... swimming with 50 dolphins at Bohol
... watching the sun set at Boracay
... battling the waves at Siargao
... getting lost and being rescued at Sagada
... snorkeling at camiguin
... being afraid while caving at Palawan
Saraaap!!!
I'll be travelling alone...
Saraap?!?
haaaay...
nakaka-emote!
Monday, September 05, 2005
If You Forget Me
I want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

















